I'm Done

I am so done!

I'm done with dressing up

And holding my breath

I'm done with trying so hard

Fashioning texts,

Playing your games

Wondering what's next

You're always around the corner

Moving on without telling me

I say the wrong thing

Or so it seems

I don't know what's in your head

And I'm sick of trying to guess

I don't need your approval or your redress

I'm going to love someone who loves me back

Finally move on, off this circular track

Cause I don't need this stupid charade

I have a life, hobbies, and friends

My future is made

I'll love my triathlons

I'll love cooking alone

I'll love med school 

And research, 

And chilling at home

If you want to call me, I'll leave that to you

Because I'm done thinking and fretting

And turning myself blue

You have a million different options

And I don't have to be one

Dating, loving, and chasing

I've had enough, now I'm done.